im back mosukkra
it was awesome.
played a killer show.
had the best waiter ever, who gave us a industry hookup
(everyone go to the chitchat dinner and request brett(brent?) as your waiter, and leave huge tips, he’s the man)
saw some friends a a little dinner party, made some new ones.
you know. general a+ weekend things
and i just built up the motivation to make an omelet
but also way too lazy to make myself a decent meal
and crowds just make me reset
on live cds and clips from live shows.
i need that.
i need thousands of people screaming my songs
i need a crowd jumping to the beat
i need people lining up for my autograph, each one with their own story
not even for the recognition, just that feeling, i dunno
i get chills when i hear them screaming
my heart beats with each jump
i am dying to hear every one of those stories.
again, i told you, and ill tell everyone.
i don’t hate rainy days,
its just easy to blame them for my bad moods.
that is all.
i’ve been driving in silence alot lately, or, as silent as a car can get.
it’s relaxing. gives me time to ponder things, and usually i break the silence by talking to myslef.
its a wondeful thing. helped me figure alot of stuff out.
tonight was the end of a new begining for me.
Is He Dead?- you will be missed.
i think its safe to say a phenomenal night was had by all.
one of those nights you’ll not soon forget.
one of those nights, that the next time you see someone, you’ll say “remember that time”
one of those nights where everything is virtually perfect
and yet, one of those nights that make me wish i had a personal tumblr.
which makes my chances bout a million to one
oh really now?
being in suspended in water, able to breathe, with the temperature perfectly idetical to your body temperature, no sense of touch, smell, or sight.
with music pumping through your ears.
not too loud,
just loud enough to keep you listening.
all you know in that moment is the music, and nothing else.
that’s what i want.